As if you have a choice

In light of the past events of my life, I’ve found that today is finally the appropriate time to resurrect my tumblr.

You know how sometimes, you feel like something’s over, like really over, and when you want to finally declare to the whole freaking world that it’s over, suddenly you don’t want to anymore? You just want to hold on so bad, even if you know it’s not good for you.

Boys and their tempers. I mean really, they get so mad at you, then the next day they decide to be okay. Well guess what, it’s not going to be okay. There’s going to be talking, arguing, and compromise involved for it to ever be okay. I’ve learned my lesson. Pssshh. The hard way.

My eyes have been swelling up like anything these past few days. Could be the stress/lack of sleep/increased application of makeup/crying. Beats me.

I am making a public declaration to lose weight. I will lose weight. 15 pounds. Before July. I promise. Whenever I feel like I’m compromising, I’ll just look at this post to become motivated once more.